just some random uninteresting venting »
I wish I could just fast forward through this week. Im not even looking forward to tomorrow (technically today)
I like church. Church is important. I’ve posted my issues that I have with the church I go to. and sometimes it’s just more of a burden to go. I go because: I don’t have a license so it’s the only church I can go to right now. And my mom would cause a huge fuss over it if I stopped going to that church. So I go.
Then theres Nursing home ministry…..I don’t feel called to help old people. It’s very discouraging when half of them just fall asleep. I know it’s worth it if 1 person accepts Jesus. I agree. But it’s just not my calling. Why do I go? I have little ministry experience so I take what I can get since I don’t have many opportunities to help out anywhere. So I take this one opportunity to serve God. If I’m also being honest, it’s also because I have been doing it for a long time. And, if I stopped people would be disappointed/maybe judge me. I can relate more to teenagers. I wish I could work more in that area.
Then I’m going to a bruce springsteen concert at night. He’s ok and everything. It’s just not my favorite. I generally enjoy any live show. My sister bought my dad these tickets, apparently they’re front row. Dad said it’s going to be 3-4 hours long. ughhh.
Plus on top of that I have cramps. Tomorrow is long and It’s going to suck. Any one of these things would be ok on its own. But not all from morning to night…
Then of course Phil wants to visit the LAST week I’m here. I had NOTHING to do this week. of course I have tons of things to do to get ready for school all week and he wants to visit. so inconvenient -__-
I just need to go count my blessings instead.
